What has happen is up to you to decide....

It's really true what happens is up to you to decide if you think it is incorrect tell me
but not all things is at your decision only the practical things you do
like example harsh words you say,bad grades you get for school and the attitude towards others...
these things are just the thing that is cause by you and I'm not only pointing fingers at you but even me.


We are humans not angels or GOD we make mistakes and learn from it today is the past and should not be brought tomorrow its not a good thing.
What happens in the past stays there is nothing you can change but you can change for the better in the future.


I too have a lot to learn and change what i saw today is a talk change my point of thinking nothing is impossible put your heart and soul in something it can be done but of course it must be logical.


Nothing last forever look for a better day tomorrow and improve on it.

Disappointment

UT3 just came out.....

Disappointment to me thought that i could do better in the last UT but still I ain't sad.
What's the stress for its over the start of the new semester is coming and I'm looking forward to it...=D

But one thing is for certain nothing can always go your way.
Calculated my GPA and it's bad really bad like I didn't even hit a 2 pointer so I forget bout it and hardly can go for any competition in canoe just buck up for the second sem to get my chance yea that's it now is the 25 of September time 2:30am and going to sleep soon coach is coming back tomorrow from Portugal and gonna have a tough training gotta buck up.

What is happening??

Good question to start off....I mean really what is happening to the Team and to the people in CANOE.
Might be that some people pisses me off during training and its the same people.I don't really have a bond with some people it's not their fault just that there is nothing to talk about and maybe we are not on the same frequency........??

And some just aren't happy about the smallest things I won't name anyone cause it might start a fight just keeping a distance between them...Now i get to see the real them and they get to see the real me...............Wondering what will happen in the near future just hope that there isn't any more arguments or misunderstandings among each other.
It ain't worth the time,the breath or the saliva SERIOUSLY it ain't
you must be an idiot for doing that but you must have your reason.....
What the fuck am I talking about????Half the time I don't even know


Yea I am a kukoo person but that's just me
A little advice for me and others that are reading this...
If you are in a sport be it anything....WHEN YOU have a PROBLEM just keep it to yourself and forget about it the next day cause everyday is a new day and no point talking to people about it.....Seriously it will just get worst from there cause they will spread around those info as rumors and they will make it up trust me been there hate that.............
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Left 4 Dicks

Damn funny day and I haven't had this fun since had too much training for a month haha
well day after day after day its all canoe training so its shack but enjoyable at times.
So after training we went to Plaza Singapura to exchange my Starhub setup box remote,


The damn remote just won't connect to the Box so yea it was a fast exchange then we ate at the Kopitiam and initially wanted to go and watch movie but since there nothing to watch at the moment so we just went to play arcade game and it was fun spent a little money there and lastly while walking home decided to play L4D.


The platoon guy(David) paid for us and we played for about an hour or so it was fun taking a change to becoming the infected and humans and it was damn funny haha took turns and the worst thing is that we were the noisiest LAN gamers there shouted and scolded plus JONAH shouted like one girl after being attack by an infected thing haha laugh my ass off damn it was fun only if we had the chance to play again but this time we will bring the whole team there haha and see how it goes haha bring the house down

The wait is over

The wait is over Raya is here and all the sins has will be forgiven.
That's what i did for the morning of Syawal and it felt like a burden has been lifted.

After the morning raya prayers went to help out the mosque in becoming the photographer taking pics of those eating in the auditorium then a smoking session....long time since i smoke but it was nice feeling.
Alright alright just went out with my family to a few houses and I wasn't expecting any money from the cousin's side but since they give I can't reject ay!! its rude so I just took it haha.

Fun in the first day with my whole family there is just pics of my cousins and me so just take a look at them nothing really much but just to spread the news.
But still have to pay for those days i didn't fast well.....do it after the one month haha still got time
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here they are

4 Guys on a Stick

How to define 4 guys on a stick
its Jon Ang,Choo,Winson and Me on a Liang Jin K4
so we capsize like mad and finally we went out but still we don't have the balance yet.
We will take it step by step nothing to be afraid of just the part where everyone in the boat is not keeping their ass still moving and tilting the boat that makes us capsize hard to counter when everyone is already 45 degree angle its hard but ok ok.

Enough of us guys the gurls were good at balancing and they went out after a few capsize so yea they have a better balance.Well its good to have a better person starting first so they slower ones can catch up faster and go on to do better.So it's 4 guys on a stick.

So I didn't fast today it was because too much water goes into my nose and my head was fully submerged in water when I capsize.................STUPID REASON AY!!!
but what the heck anyways broken 3 out of 29/30 days of fasting so its a record but next year won't be that simple as its gonna get tougher with trainings.
So after training went back to my secondary school to visit someone that I miss and been wanting to visit but had no time she was suprise but happy and got her number and going to her house soon for RAYA VISIT...........yes $$$

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Hold on to the last second don't let go
It's gonna be worth it

I have been tired for quite a while now doing all sorts of exercise and putting me into all sorts of pressure.
And i agree it will all be worth it soon so yesterday's optional training was intense with all the emotions running around.
400 was the number of push ups we did and one thing I can say is that we have all improved since the first day even though we didn't see it for ourselves.


And yea we have all our issues even me I don't lie all have issues and its only you who can just keep your mouth shut and just do it what you are suppose to do.
At the end of the day the one who benefit is me not you.
Good lesson to learn from indeed........


Didn't go for training today very tired and i need the rest but no matter what i need to get ready for the selection i have to go all out and Monday is the day to start afresh as in like really train hard and go all out two weeks of intense training before POLITE.

Tired Tired Tired

Yes me again well it has been a few days i haven't blog so damn bored now its 6:29am in the morning and the 8th of Sept i got to pay my fine by today and the worst thing is that i got a CE point deducted cause of not attending a course that's shitty man............Life's boring...........

But luckily I have vanoe to keep me occupied i miss a training session so what the hell NEED rest man to many stuffs to take care of and since the fasting month I;m all busy with training and mosque activities HEY NEEDED THE REST so got it and enjoyed it.

okok just went to GEYLANG not to the lorong but to the market and BAZAAR to buy me a baju kurung bought one new one every single year so yea i don't mind the colour as long as it nice upon my mom's eyes I'm cool with it =D oh yea and its cheap cheap cheap like $59 dollars YEEEHH!!!!!!!!!!
Bought food to eat and enjoyed the rest of the evening with family hard to get to spent quality time with my mom and sis since my mom is working and I'm always busy and rarely at home............

Well I gotta shower soon its going to be 7 in the morning in a couple of minutes and training starts at 9am sharp plus I can't be late no more time is of the essence.

The boy is finally 19

Finally I'm 19 and it fells so good and tomorrow is the team lunch for the coach ok ok if they remember my birthday it will be my celebration haha
time has pass and all day we did was sprint sets and tell you i feel damn tired and my balance in K2 still needs work for sure


Life's not that hard ran 3 sets of 800 meter and almost broken my fast but still maintain haha best
and most guys are gonna get kick out cause there are just too many people in canoe and not enough boats to accommodate all but still a big number is good the biggest we had
well nothing to say tomorrow is a challenging day and will be offline till Sunday cause have Ramadhan business

TOO HECTIC

Nowdays life is just very hectic and too many trainings during the holidays
yesterday was my bad day I got fine $20 bucks for under payment of bus fair
this sucks and have to pay within two weeks of not......DIE!!!!!!



Got into K boats today K2 actually unexpectedly my partner was Winson and its was fun even though the balance wasn't there but still best.
Well and we have 3 new Sea paddlers and they are enthusiastic about it so i will actually bow to them for being so brave cause from what I heard training from that boat is very difficult and tough
Oh yea soon enough more of the people here are gonna get cut for one reason is that there are just too many people in this IG


Time to sleep cause there is training tomorrow and coach fair well lunch is this Saturday which falls on the DAY OF MY BIRTH......