Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Second day of sadness

Why sadness cause i had and argument with my mom it was my fault i got very hot tempered and lose it out on my mom which was wrong.

And now my mom is not talking to me and im too not talking to much and i plan not to so much as if i talk to her i will quarrel with her again like no one's business which is very bad as we muslim's know that heaven is at the footsteps of our mother.



I will apologize to my mom soon well she won't exactly accept after what i have done she has been through lots that i can imagine it would be huh well not all things will always be the same they will change due to environment and situation.
Hoping for me is the best



I just found out that someone like me and i know who but just that she still had someone and its impossible for me to go for her and its wrong not my type of person time is still there for me to keep waiting or just searching but my aim now is just being to do my best in subjects and bring up my grades.
I may be the only malay canoeist left in my team and don't plan to quit as its my passion i know that i don't really mix around with the clicks i just don't wanna be in the conflicts that they creates im neutral and intent to stay that way doing well is the best.
FOR training I go by one motto just do don't think you will know why when you come to a time where you are pushed to the limits you will know