HI people
Don't know how long have I not blogged but I just do not care.
These few days has been something for me,
Have this crush but I can't tell who only certain people know.
Next is I'm not talking to my mom nowdays just she scolding me and I'm caught up in my room on the laptop all the time.
Sometimes I wonder why am I here breathing,living,walking,seeing,feeling isn't it better for me to be like dead or maybe be born and straight away die be up in the heaven waiting for my parents.
But I believe Allah has a path for me to go to and I just have to live it I can't look back and grieve about it but just move on and look for the brighter days.I believe there will be.
Tell you guys about myself
Grown up a full family at the age of 8 my dad divorced my mom.
Lived a hard life and not making many friends being teased around all the time cause of my bad acne and pushed around cause I'm soft.
I'm the man of the house and the eldest brother all the burden I have to carry and a heavy responsibility I have to handle.
Any flaw that I do will reflect on my sisters.
Never been to clubs,chalet,slumber party,taunt
All these I have never experience and I'm 20 now.
You think that I'm a loser...I don't think so,I have lots of things I gain.
Don't know how long have I not blogged but I just do not care.
These few days has been something for me,
Have this crush but I can't tell who only certain people know.
Next is I'm not talking to my mom nowdays just she scolding me and I'm caught up in my room on the laptop all the time.
Sometimes I wonder why am I here breathing,living,walking,seeing,feeling isn't it better for me to be like dead or maybe be born and straight away die be up in the heaven waiting for my parents.
But I believe Allah has a path for me to go to and I just have to live it I can't look back and grieve about it but just move on and look for the brighter days.I believe there will be.
Tell you guys about myself
Grown up a full family at the age of 8 my dad divorced my mom.
Lived a hard life and not making many friends being teased around all the time cause of my bad acne and pushed around cause I'm soft.
I'm the man of the house and the eldest brother all the burden I have to carry and a heavy responsibility I have to handle.
Any flaw that I do will reflect on my sisters.
Never been to clubs,chalet,slumber party,taunt
All these I have never experience and I'm 20 now.
You think that I'm a loser...I don't think so,I have lots of things I gain.
