Youth Olympic Games 2010

How I feel about this month this year is great,even though new friends I make tends to last a little while but the memories made stays forever.

They might not remember me but faces I have seen I will remember them,I am good in that,NO DOUBT.

Being on Pulau Ubin is a great feeling meeting new colleges of the different age,gender,race and not to mention the athletes of different countries I really enjoyed myself.

Even though I didn't get to go to the Village itself but at least I get to mingle with some of them and exchange views,pins,gifts and pictures were taken to make the memories last.

Overall this is one great experience NO matter what I will not trade this for all the money in the world.

Me Being Here Alone

HI people
Don't know how long have I not blogged but I just do not care.
These few days has been something for me,
Have this crush but I can't tell who only certain people know.
Next is I'm not talking to my mom nowdays just she scolding me and I'm caught up in my room on the laptop all the time.


Sometimes I wonder why am I here breathing,living,walking,seeing,feeling isn't it better for me to be like dead or maybe be born and straight away die be up in the heaven waiting for my parents.
But I believe Allah has a path for me to go to and I just have to live it I can't look back and grieve about it but just move on and look for the brighter days.I believe there will be.


Tell you guys about myself
Grown up a full family at the age of 8 my dad divorced my mom.
Lived a hard life and not making many friends being teased around all the time cause of my bad acne and pushed around cause I'm soft.
I'm the man of the house and the eldest brother all the burden I have to carry and a heavy responsibility I have to handle.
Any flaw that I do will reflect on my sisters.
Never been to clubs,chalet,slumber party,taunt
All these I have never experience and I'm 20 now.
You think that I'm a loser...I don't think so,I have lots of things I gain.

I'm Happy Being alone

I'm alone and I'm happy.
Saying so it's because i met someone and i thought that she was the one,seems what i thought was wrong.
It was fun and smooth in the beginning of the dates but so far now it's been quiet and no text reply from her.

I will try but i can't guarantee that something good will happen.I've prepared my mind for the worst.


NO GIRLfriends I can live with......No point having it when you know its gonna end short.
My mind is set that if there is no chance then its not meant to be...Not that i didn't try but it's just not meant to be.
This is what happen when you set expectations and nothing will always have it the way you wanted.
But if she found someone else i will pray for her best,still be her friend not gonna be awkward.