2 Weeks left

yeap two weeks left before the big day.
What day is it? It's POLITE the biggest event like Olympics but smaller,errr smallest event but, its big among the Polys in SG.

After all the had work training done and all the preparation Mentally and Physically, hopefully this can bring us to glory...HOPEFULLY.

Nothing is ceratin until the day arrives that will eventually have a say in how many people actually train hard and who did not.

But no matter what hopefully these two weeks make a difference and may the crew members that will become of in POLITE be a good and memorable one .

Be it the last and some the first POLITE of the year.

So to all my RPC members be it junior or senior do your best this season and make it a memorable one.
Tears of joy and not tears of regret.

It is TRUE

Well I had an argument with my mom the other day.
Well argued about lots of things she say that money doesn't grow on trees and all which is true.
Also said that said that stop acting like my friends whatever they buy I wanna buy.
I said that my money is my money and i can do whatever i want with it.


But after the argument I rethink again and it was actually true what my mom said,
I'm still a schoolboy with no income,
and it is right that my mom controls my money for a good reason that she separates it for my transport and my allowances well its for the better even though i feel the pain but at least it is put to good waste not a bad waste.


Someone told me that whatever your mom nags about just keep quiet don't argue or talkback it will haunt you one day even if its bad it will be good someday....

The main point is just shut up when ever your oldman or woman talk,just listen.

The Video explains all.....

F1

F1 the sound of RAW power from all the cars

I'm telling you now the sound is so loud that your ear wax can literally come out
its really a good experience even though my one week internship won't get paid still its worth it.


The cars were so fast that I couldn't get a good shot from the digi camera so yea I'm tryna ask Friends that has a DSLR cam but hard luck cause the camera are expensive and so its a NO NO NO to me.....:(
Anyways my job is a helpdesk that pick up calls and report all the complains and send a text message to the specific field managers around the circuit park to check the fault.
ENOUGH OF THAT THESE ARE SOME OF THE PHOTOS I TOOK from Vintage cars to Formula 1

FUN WEEK

Hey YA!!!!!
whazupp haha welcome back,
Had great fun last week,WHY??
I had free tickets to Universal Studios Singapore(USS)
WOOHOO it is fun fun fun i tell you,even though I had no time to enjoy all the rides but still something to remember.

One thing that I wanna point out though is that the Sci-Fi rides are not open yet due to some technical fault.....DUMB!!!!


Anyways tomorrow will be the start of my F1 training so FUN premium tickets to all the zones.
But I have to miss training which is stupid......
Hope I get to take good pictures of what i want to take...hopefully


Talking about training yesterday i was so proud of myself that I could be better in what I do and I almost won but capsized so I'm disqualified during a race...:(

NO more TEENAGER

It's my birthday YAY me.
How old am I?,I'm 20 and my life is has just turn from a teenager to a young adult.
How do I feel? OLD
I just wish I could relive my life but when i think again im just happy with what i have right now.
What is my wish It's only me to know...undisclosed information


In just an hour to go and I awaiting the first person to wish me a happy bday on my Facebook im gonna treat that person an ice cream...:D so guys better be fast on that key board as i will be checking haha anyways hope this BIG 20 is gonna be a start of something new and me living a happy person.
Choaz gotta study for test see ya around guys....:D

YOG is OVEr

Yes YOG is over missing all the athletes,the fun times,the duties and all the CEPians from Pulau Ubin

Sad Sad Sad..:(
Well now main focus is RAYA,F1 intern ship,UT3 and Finally POLITE
all this I have to focus one by one no rest time just burst all the way out.


Alright nothing much to talk about..

Hope to see all the CEP people on the 15th sept.

Self reminder collecting money to go Belgium.....

Well I'm feeling sad now as in,just remembered that tomorrow will be the last day I'm gonna spent the day at Island Adventure and YOG is ending in two days....:'(

All the new friends from International to Local I'm gonna miss them for sure.
All this while I thought its gonna be boring but its fun having much fun on the island.
All the laughter stupidity and all.
One thing I learn is nothing last forever some will leave us one day.

Next Up

My canoe training today was hell i tell you it was like I have no energy for the first time.
Maybe cause since I have not been training for 4 days.
Drained out,missed 2 sets but after that I got back on track.
Then rest for a while and went for the second session met with some GESS irritating K2 the most noisiest K2 ever really feels like slapping them hard on the face......
but a bunch of secondary school kids what to say....still kids

See ya guys soon gotta sleep soon to wake up tmr though last day of duty..:D

Youth Olympic Games 2010

How I feel about this month this year is great,even though new friends I make tends to last a little while but the memories made stays forever.

They might not remember me but faces I have seen I will remember them,I am good in that,NO DOUBT.

Being on Pulau Ubin is a great feeling meeting new colleges of the different age,gender,race and not to mention the athletes of different countries I really enjoyed myself.

Even though I didn't get to go to the Village itself but at least I get to mingle with some of them and exchange views,pins,gifts and pictures were taken to make the memories last.

Overall this is one great experience NO matter what I will not trade this for all the money in the world.

Me Being Here Alone

HI people
Don't know how long have I not blogged but I just do not care.
These few days has been something for me,
Have this crush but I can't tell who only certain people know.
Next is I'm not talking to my mom nowdays just she scolding me and I'm caught up in my room on the laptop all the time.


Sometimes I wonder why am I here breathing,living,walking,seeing,feeling isn't it better for me to be like dead or maybe be born and straight away die be up in the heaven waiting for my parents.
But I believe Allah has a path for me to go to and I just have to live it I can't look back and grieve about it but just move on and look for the brighter days.I believe there will be.


Tell you guys about myself
Grown up a full family at the age of 8 my dad divorced my mom.
Lived a hard life and not making many friends being teased around all the time cause of my bad acne and pushed around cause I'm soft.
I'm the man of the house and the eldest brother all the burden I have to carry and a heavy responsibility I have to handle.
Any flaw that I do will reflect on my sisters.
Never been to clubs,chalet,slumber party,taunt
All these I have never experience and I'm 20 now.
You think that I'm a loser...I don't think so,I have lots of things I gain.

I'm Happy Being alone

I'm alone and I'm happy.
Saying so it's because i met someone and i thought that she was the one,seems what i thought was wrong.
It was fun and smooth in the beginning of the dates but so far now it's been quiet and no text reply from her.

I will try but i can't guarantee that something good will happen.I've prepared my mind for the worst.


NO GIRLfriends I can live with......No point having it when you know its gonna end short.
My mind is set that if there is no chance then its not meant to be...Not that i didn't try but it's just not meant to be.
This is what happen when you set expectations and nothing will always have it the way you wanted.
But if she found someone else i will pray for her best,still be her friend not gonna be awkward.

NCC

This is the first post in months maybe years well at least i posted something.

Well this days marks the day i had done my first race and somehow i feel sad cause if i were to be more stable and also more practice on K4 crew boat it would 't be like this.And for one I know I want to win it just that it wasn't the best and it is yet to come.

Anyways after this if my crew were to break up im alright i will do better in solo or a partner cause 4 is really a stress number.


This are some pics of the day of race.....

Back

Havn't posted anything in a while...
got nothing on my mind to write about.
one thing i tell you im not a chatter box like i used to be dunno what changes me
but amazingly i have lots of friends....mayb cause I'm friendly....:) cheers for that

so far im not looking to good lately
not dressing wise but health wise i got back my old injury that is the bad bruises of my forearm its not external but internal pain im not sure the real pain is but i know its cause by wrong method of gymming and pushing too hard.

now im taking suppliments and also some muscle relaxation pills.one week after this i will make an appointment with a traditional massage and see what is the cause of it and how long will i take to heal.

If not i won't be able to train...:'(
two weeks im off for training and i have been running for two days straight doing only circuits and not weights cause i don't wanna jerpodize anything now so i have to just run and run plus more abs if not when im healed and time comes i won't be able to paddle anymore.or even go competition

what has happen to us

What has happen to us?
the team well some wanted to gave up and nothing is more worth doing than this
yes this is our downturn and we are not improving with this rate but doesn't mean we have to give up.


so this week there is no water training at all and all there is just gyming and rest so gives my forearm a chance to be resting if not i won't be able to go for any work out...:(


Improvement counts on teamwork without moral support you won't be able to get where you are now......the little step makes you going further than others

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alright i just created a twitter account and it is fun just few hours i got 6 followers....maybe not as good as those who is famous....duh......!!!!!

this is also recommende by my friend sherry....nice (Y) high 5 for you girl

YOUR Xtra Large pizza ON ME.....:)

well nothing much actually happen today just normal training and NJCC participants on their competition.....from me to you

good nite and dee signining out......

120310

hello world nice to talk to ya guys again
the last post i said abou this girl that i fell for and now
i've said something stupid and i know the sense that she wanna avoid me somehow...
well anyways im such a jerk

life is like this for me the only thing im best at is canoe and that is also not all good yet.....
girls i can't keep them long as they get sick and tired of me fast......
WHY? cause i ain't that funny enough i will just talk and when i got nothing to say...
i will have to say something and that comes the stupid stuff......


that will make girls scared and seem that i am weird....
you guys know what i am weird im not normal
i get very hot tempered easily and i just have to toned down slowly....

got into an argument with mom and have to say i am kinda stupid for being hot tempered at a very small thing and should've just do with my mouth shut........=(


quote:your not a loser...if you are you will not be born and walking
find what you're good at and stick to it.

030310

All the trainings i had this weeks and months i don't think there is a chance to win Mr 500
well one thing i don't have the confidence...
mental isn't strong enough and fitness not up to stardard so yea
hope buying all the suppliments will help fast enough plus discipline is important.


ok next part of the story------->
well ok i have been talking to this particular person online text her and all,
support her and that person supported me so as the day goes by i keep feeling more likeness for the person
mayb i might be falling for that person
but that person just went through alot and don't wanna make things worst i will just leave it to where it is but i know the feeling will build as we go on........for now its just that

i would like to meet that person but only time will tell,but some of us don't have that much time...better to say now that regret later...

Today was hell

Went to hospital to check up on my great aunt in the hospital
she looked so helpless but there is nothing we can do now watching her in that hospital bed makes me angry with all those people who were suppose to take care of her but didn't do a good job.

Nothing to regret now she is just helpless on that bed no FOOD and DRINKS are suppose to be given just glucose flowing through her body.

After that went to train with just eating two piece of curry puff it was hell cause running 40 mins run and after that 60 pull ups and 8 statics exercise(3 sets of 60 reps)
How can it get worse...............HOT SUN!!!!
Imagine doing on that kind of condition and not thinking about fasting month where I will have to suffer even worse than this......about that we will have to see guys when the day comes

Till then I gtta go off now cause preparing tomorrow for my first day of work....=)

HOLIDAYS

What the freaking holidays are here??
YEAH..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well happy for you me will be happier if i had time for more social time.....well its hectic and I tell you why.....

if you click on this you will see my training schedule for the month haha its really hectic
and plus on the off days i will be working
that is why i just wish that i had more social time..........bye guys gtta go sleep soon tmr is my training session.

Farewell

Farewell to our Cognitive faci that has been with us since the first day of sem two maybe we did not have much pictures taken but memories will still linger in our minds when we think back.
Won't say he's the best but he's the most caring one that I can say and all jokes are actually shared among him and the peers more than other faci.

He's caring well he supposed to be since he is the mentor hahaha
Well..........now not anymore since he will pursue more to research in NIE

All the best in what you do amir and be sure we will meet again....not for long maybe Barbeque hahaha
YOU PAY HALF HAHA.

Game Over

Game over for my team's 14 week of preparation
Tomorrow is the judging date and the final design is up and printed.
this is the final design......It's nothing much just a different logo mine is not appealing and I have to agree i suck at designing but i tried still more to learn...........=)

today is the final day of our Cognitive Facilitator Mr Amir he's been with us since the first week and we will miss him as a class
he treated us pizza and sadly no pictures were taken only memories from the eyes and kept in our brains..........
but its sad there is no one the same as him................cause of his last day his gift was not to give us any RJ at all isn't that great i mean its the best that could happen.........=)
only if i could make it earlier for his lesson if not I won't be marked as late....




Ok tomorrow a hectic day wearing formal bringing clothes for training and worst its water training gotta bring slippers and also home clothes (not gonna wear formal going from the reservoir)
I will look stupid and unappropriate. well don't really know the training tomorrow so gotta pray its gonna be easy but i doubt it.

Finally some work

yes guys I did some work at least something even though I have been neglecting the team at least do something for some grades that they deserve...
I have just done with the name card wanna take a look it is nice though........danish came out with the template while I design it nice right?????!!!Did some things rather than nothing.
Well this is for our tradeshow on Wednesday and hoping the set-up plus the preparation is in order so on that fine day itself no one will rush.....
oh yea tomorrow will be the last day of my Cognitive faci amir so he say he's gonna treat the class so we'll see about that.

Well gotta go guys tmr will be a new day have to revise now for Web and New media.....choaz......(=

Whole day of relaxation

Today is the day I relaxed myself till I can't relaxed no more
One whole day of no work no training and no chores

Who doesn't like but......the pain in my back still hurts and got a new pain on my left knee cap I don't know how I got it but it hurts when I walk..

Serious pain and tomorrow I think I'm gonna be late for training or not going at all cause I have to finish up my business plan for the entrepreneurship on Wednesday and lots of things hasn't been done yet.

UT 3 is coming and revision not completed yet soon and very soon no worries I won't repeat any module and I will have my happy days and not make anyone suffer.



Quote: No one changes till someone makes a move

Finally the results

Finally the results for canoe marathon just came out and my timing actually improve by lots.
Seriously I like my timing its the best
well today is a really shack day and I learned how to paddle right with all the strokes in water aim to be the best then prove to be the best.

even though my back hurts but still gtta go get my energy and just paddle though got lots of injuries but still can take it.

just do it and let the pain out that is what i say
oh yea my studies that too have to improve no point me talking just do and shut ppl up for once.

This is my idol for Kayak...........The best...

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Today is the strength test day for the canoeist
What to expect today is that I will do my best in that and expecting a good result.

Math lesson now and only knowing some of the subjects that I did
Hope that I can have a good GPA cause I don't wanna repeat any module and also not going for any competition.




Just got back home from training today is the most tiring day in my life as it is the strength test for canoeist and I did 9.57 mins for 2.4..
GYM session came afterwards and my back is hurting after my deadlift of 40Kg...damn shagged.
Hope tomorrow i can play some soccer......I'll b happy.

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I'm damn sick now I don't know why but I just wish that it would go away.
After presentation i will confirm go home and pop a pill and rest all day long.
Now is just that I need to upgrade my self to be able to get 2.2 GPA in order for me not to repeat any subjects at all so that is the most important thing in my book.

See ya guys later..........The marathon results are not out yet still suckish....='(

I did my best

I did my best and the result isn't out yet but at least I get to finish up my 14km so now just to make sure that we have enough endurance to prepare for the next race....and indeed I will.
Even though I didn't do well but at lest I had the support of my family being there for me and that makes me feel better and not thinking of the tiredness.

Now after the marathon has gone time to focus on UT's and also the upcoming next event which will be MR 500 that is one good competition where I make sure that I will get a medal.
Today was an experience tomorrow will be the challenge.

just two days left

Just two days left guys not a sweat in my body will ever make me give up.
even though the competition is tough doesn't mean I don't have a chance

Training for weeks and preparing just for a day of glory and tears.....
These will show your capability of surviving your greatest obstacle.....which is your mental
How far can you go when your body is already gone but the mind is pushing your treshold to the extent of giving up but you still prevail.

Are you prepared am I prepared the answer lies on that day itself.....
Even if I'm just taking a 14km T1 event but the competition is the one that makes it hard for you to move on when someone overtakes you and all you feel is demoralize.


Doing the best on that day and hopes to get a new phone ASAP cause seriously mine is already a goner.

Fuck up day

What happen just now in class was that I took one of my teammates slide and done it by accident,
after I'm done then it was realized that she was suppose to do the slide not me.
I was suppose not to do anything so it's quite a bummer for me cause I didn't contribute much in class? or is the team bonding breaking up?
I'm not sure I don't have the answer.


The only thing I know is that I have to just do the best that I can in my work and UT 3 to not repeat the module again cause my grades has been bad and nothing no one can do for me except myself that is study up.


So back to my teammate she cried cause she was shot by my faci's words and party cause she do not have a slide and now everyone in my team is freaking shagged no mood for anything and no one .


I to be sure that the grades for Entrepreneurship will be a whole lot bad and not good at all seems that I contributed less in my work and more to my IG which wil always happens if someone sacrifice something the other will suffer its like trying to fly with one wing.

SHIT

Just heard from my facilitator that my UT grades for Entrepreneurship is bad....='( how bad don't know yet.

For me UT is the hardest to get my grades up but for Daily is the Easiest damn easy cause maybe you can just slide through but for now my focus is to get my UT 3 grades up high start now and enjoy later rather then me regretting later where I don't wanna feel that.

what a day version 1.0

Training on Sunday was relaxing and smooth sailing.
After training went to Dhoby Ghaut and played L4D 2 with Yusri,Dom and Chee Kiat it was fun played till we feel shacked haha......


After wards was all walking and talking crap around orchard road and and we went up to the orchard central where the elevator is very high and scary if you were to look at it from the top view. Scary man serious shit took a couple of pics.....failures from hand stands to success ones haha...

Yesterday's training was tiring went home at 11:30 pm but luckily done with the RJ after training if not there will be no time to do and hand up on time = DEAD = No Good Grades.
well see ya later for the updated version of today...... =D

Life has been GREAT

So far it has been great no one time that I encountered difficulty except for UT cause it has been the same since last sem.

Well UT 2 is gone and done forth so what I can do now is just hoping it will turn out great.
What ever happens just has to happen so now is the best time to recap Week 1 till the latest Week's lesson.

One thing is for sure I must get that spot for overseas trip don't want it to be an empty seat.
My chances are now and time to take it up the notch.


Leave you guys with a quote "Whatever happens today will reflect tomorrow"

See ya guys soon.....=)

Long long time

Been long since I blog like 1 freaking month
laptop crash during that time
oh yea that time was actually the week that I was in Malaysia for vacation


Really sucks when you have laptop and can't use it really sucks...=(
for one reason without laptop I really enjoyed my stayed there bought lots of stuffs (shoes,apparels)
oh yea pictures have not been uploaded yet but its gonna be up soon.......



Now today on this date school started and having math damn boring and UT is gonna be lots of failures in class shitz........haha
erm One last thing my CANOE MARATHON will be held next Sunday at Kallang so yea come if you guys wanna......=)